...cerulean...

Muxtape

Sat, 12 Apr 2008 06:35:54 GMT

Please visit http://cerulean18.muxtape.com/ to listen to a mixbag of my favourite tracks! ^^

Interesting URL Links

Sun, 06 Apr 2008 04:29:49 GMT

Gamershood - Room Escape Games: http://www.gamershood.com/list.php?id=17&order=date&p=1
I love room escape games. The challenge of finding and assemble objects, and cracking code truly intrigues me. Despite having said this, I must admit that most of these games are too challenging and I often end up using walkthroughs to help to complete the games...

Japanese Entertainment News - Tokyograph: http://www.tokyograph.com/
A decent English source of entertainment news from Japan. I use this site often as I'm kinda lazy to search for such news everywhere is Japanese in various sites.

DramaWiki - JDorama: http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Category:JDrama
The Wiki for Japanese dramas!

Beadsmania: http://www.beadsmania.com
A great Japanese site for beading. Includes recepies, and a neat encyclopedia of Japanese terms of all components and tools used in beading.

Days without Internet

Fri, 04 Jan 2008 19:17:34 GMT

I have been busy with my lab experiments lately and I finally managed to take a few days off during New Year's eve and New Year's day. I was looking forward to sitting in front of my laptop and watching shows through streaming and surfing net for the 2 days. To my utter horror, I realised that I couldn't connect to the internet!! I managed to pull through a day by watching shows that I had in my DVDs, hoping that this was a temporary problem. Sadly, it was all the same on the next day. By night-time, I had nearly exhausted my show stores and was running out of things to do. How sad!

Seriously, I can't imagine a life without internet... Now that I had managed to fix the connection back to normal, I appreciate the importance of internet and also I think I should have enough stores so that I can still entertain myself in times of internet downtimes.

Minor Mishap at Laboratory

Sun, 28 Oct 2007 10:42:17 GMT

Yesterday, I was attempting silver staining on my polyacrylamide gel for the first time in my life. Without much guidance (my supervisor was away then), I replaced the developer solution rather clumsily. Instead of pouring the old developer solution into the old staining solution, I poured some of both onto my supervisor's bench top (I was working on his bench top). I placed some tissues to soak up the mess, but left the area for some time to run an errand. Not long after, I returned to the bench top. To my utter horror, the remaining solution on the bench top stained the bench top in grey and yellow patches!! It wasn't easy to clear up the stain (due to presence of silver residue); I had tried ways and means. With my limited and long-forgotten chemistry knowledge, I tried concentrated HCl. Instead of clearing the stain, I ended my choking myself a little. I used all sorts of other stuffs to scrub it clean, hoping that everything will be clear before my supervisor returns and find out about the mess.

But nothing worked!! By then, I mentally preparing myself to receive a harsh scolding from my supervisor and I could picture myself staying back to scrub the bench top daily until the stains disappear. When my supervisor returned, initially exclaimed and tried to clear the mess by using a commercial kitchen cleaning solution. The truth was that he wasn't angry about it since it was only a bench top to him. Even so, I still felt guilty for messing up his area. I did the best I could to clean up; the stain wasn't that bad already but the stain's still visible. Wonder if there's anything I can do to get that stain off...

Higurashi Withdrawal Syndrome

Sun, 23 Sep 2007 16:32:28 GMT

I was happily looking forward to watch Higurashi no Naku Koro ni Kai this weekend, but I realised not too long ago that some of the Japanese broadcasting stations had ceased transmission due to the recent murder of a policeman father by his teenage daughter using an axe. I was sooo devastated upon hearing this news! Some of the fans were hurling curses at the girl. Although I could understand how they felt, I guess we should not blame her for that.

To me, this 2nd series seems so mild as compared to the first season. So far, there hasn't been a graphic and bloody murder in the second season whereas the first season was bloody beyond words. In the first scene, Keiichi was already swinging his bat on his good friends. Goodness, how can people blame on the current series? *sigh* Perhaps, the broadcasting companies do not want to upset the masses by broadcasting something that may be related to this case.

Let just pray that the series will be resumed in the near future and not let us hang in the middle...

(Note: Another anime series, School Days, had its final episode suspended due to this case too.. I feel sorry for the viewers and fans, spending months following this series and then not get to see that one final episode. Let's hope that they'll finish this series too...)

Edit: I'm glad that Higu is back! They just edited one shot out of OP...

How slow of me...

Mon, 03 Sep 2007 15:03:12 GMT

Today, I was checking through the fansubbed Higurashi no Naku Koro ni anime that I newly transferred into my hard disk. Then I happened to chance upon the cast frame and I just occurred to me that the Keiichi's seiyuu is the same as Kira Yamato of GS & GSD! *argh* If I didn't remember wrongly, that thought did strike me the first time I watched Higurashi, but for some unknown reason, I did not check it up. Now that I realised, I felt rather stupid for that. :S

High on tea

Sat, 04 Aug 2007 19:10:35 GMT

I was drinking tea from about 10pm onwards (and lots of tea)... And now it's already 3pm (when I usually sleep at 1 plus). Perhaps I'm too high on tea.

Anyway, I let myself slack for the whole day. I guess my sub-consciousness was desperately wanting it and it started to demand for it, after a week-long of crazy article reading and writing. Sadly, this is continue until goodness-knows-when. *sigh*

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I took a bus on my way back to home from campus 2 days ago and I sat beside a guy in the bus. I didn't take a look at his face but was more interested in the stuff he was reading. It was some Japanese text. On closer look, it was a printed set of lecture notes and he was editing it. Just then, it hit upon me that I was sitting right beside my Japanese-sensei who taught me 6 months ago for about 3 months! I suddenly felt "ashamed" to be sitting beside my sensei, at the same time contemplating the idea of talking to him. [Should I get up and bow to him??] He didn't appear to recognize me at all... or rather I didn't give him the chance to (was looking in the other way and was hiding my face behind my unmanned hair). After deciding not to approach him, I was biting my nails all the way during the journey, hoping that he won't notice me.

Luckily, he didn't and I left the bus without any trouble. This should make me realise the importance of who I chose to sit with next time on a public transport. :S

CHEMISTRY - This Night の歌詞

Tue, 31 Jul 2007 17:08:04 GMT

I couldn't find its lyrics everywhere, so I ended up typing the lyrics out from the single scans...
----------------------------

This Night
CHEMISTRY
Music & Lyrics: 谷ロ尚久

あなたは知ってる
全てのものは　そう　低いほうへ流れること
わたしはしってる
過ごした時間は　もう　わたしを変えたの

全て　忘れるためには　時間が必要だから
もう少しだけ　このままでいて欲しいの

あなたにとって　わたしはどんなふうにいればいいの
わたしにとって　あなたは取り替えのきかないもの
This night, I'll be over you.
何度でも何度でも繰り返すの
愛の言葉と　こんなにもこんなにも痛い想いを

いつまで続くの
終わらせるなら　そう　わたしだって分かってるの
本当は知ってた　始まりからずっと
こうなるんだって

言葉の細い系で　繋ぎ止めた結び目は
近づけば近づくほどに　見えなくなる

あなたにとって　二人はどれだけの意味を持つの
わたしの中で　あなたが指先からこぼれてく
This night, I'll be over you.
何度でも何度でも確かめるの
愛の記憶と　こんなにもこんなにも募る想いを

わたしの気持ち　手に取るように分かってるはず
戻れないこと　全部分かっているのに

あなたにとって　わたしはどんなふうにいればいいの
わたしにとって　あなたは取り替えのきかないもの
This night, I'll be over you.
何度でも何度でも繰り返すの
愛の言葉と　こんなにもこんなにも痛い想いを

CD wishlist

Tue, 29 May 2007 17:35:59 GMT

I'm making a list of CDs that I want. It's mainly a reference for me ~~but feel free to give me any~~.

~~MONKEY MAJIK - Get Started~~
Sukima Switch スキマスイッチ
~~Kobukuro コブクロ - NAMELESS WORLD~~
Hirakawaichi 1chome 平川地一丁目 - 歌い手を代えて and 雪解けの頃に届く手紙
Gosperats ゴスペラッツ self-titled album
~~Quruli くるり - Tanz Walzer~~

Japanese CDs in Singapore

Tue, 29 May 2007 10:17:08 GMT

I was out yesterday afternoon in Orchard Road, with some stuffs to settle in mind:

1) Buy a couple of Japanese CDs that I had in mind
2) Look around for any Japanese music magazines that interests me
3) Look around for gifts for my trip to Japan
4) Have fun looking at the books in Kinokuniya
5) Shop for clothing appropriate clothing for early summer in Japan (In particular, I wanted a white long sleeved top)

Expecting myself to return home with tons of stuffs, I happily headed for Orchard Road.

Sadly, I came home empty handed. I was especially disappointed with the CDs that I wanted to buy. It's a terribly sad thing that HMV do not carry many artists that I support. Okay, some of the artists may not be that well-known as Utada or Ayu, but they're quite well-known too what. I was so utterly disappointed when I realized that I couldn't find a single Kobukuro CD.
I'm left helpless. Being a typical poor university student, I don't know how am I supposed to lay my hands on these CDs without getting broke. I could go buy the CDs in Japan, but if you add the the cost of 6 Japanese albums, --> :S Maybe I should beg their HK office to produce their albums. *sigh* I guess I have to priortize them and select a few to buy instead...

Argh!

Fri, 25 May 2007 12:34:23 GMT

Argh! I think MU realised that people have been trying to get over the download slot limitation and I think they just found a way to get past the User Agent Switcher trick! Oh crap! Now I really have no access to all the doramas and music clips that people put up :(

"Sony Erricsson" Giving away Free Phones!

Fri, 30 Mar 2007 16:03:35 GMT

"Please pass on to all your friends and relatives the following mail from Sony Erricsson.

Sony Erricsson is giving away phones for free. Sony Erricsson is trying word-of-mouth advertising to introduce its product and the reward you receive for advertising for them is a free phone free of cost. To receive your free phone all you have to do is to send this email out to 8 people (for a free Sony Erricsson j200i) or 20 people (for a free Sony Erricsson k400i WAP). Within 2 weeks you will receive a free phone. (They will contact you through your e-mail address).

Please mark a copy to: <_______@sonyerricsson.com>"

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I just received this crap email from my friend and she sent it to the email address which I use for official purposes. Oh c'mon, isn't it obvious that this is a hoax and this technique is similar to those phishing and scam mails?? I couldn't believe that there are still people who still fell for it after all these times!! I should really strangle them one by one! *grrrrr* It's okay if you're stupid and ignorant, but it's definately a problem if you got others in your shit. Maybe I should just block her email address all together. I'm just really displeased that my email address was sent to some spammer without my consent.

誕生日には...

Sun, 18 Mar 2007 15:48:36 GMT

Today's my 21st birthday! *yeah*
But I didn't celebrate, nor went out....

That's because.....

I
have
a
test
tomorrow!

Sigh.. School sucks, eh?

平井堅 - 哀歌 (エレジー) Romaji Translations

Sat, 03 Feb 2007 10:26:09 GMT

哀歌 (エレジー) Aika (Elegy)

平井堅 Hirai Ken

しがみついた背中にそっと爪を立てて

私を刻み込んだもっと夢の中へ

ひらひら舞い散る花びらがひとつ
ゆらゆら彷徨い逝き場を無くした

その手でその手で私を汚して
何度も何度も私を壊して
汗ばむ淋しさを重ね合わせ
眩しくて見えない闇に落ちてく
いつか滅び逝くこのカラダならば
蝕まれたいあなたの愛で

この病に名前があれば楽になれる
はみ出すことが怖いどうか群れの中へ
ひらひら舞い散る花びらがひとつ
ゆらゆら彷徨いあなたを見つけた

この手でこの手であなたを汚して
何度も何度もあなたに溺れて
背中合わせの不安と悦び
波打ちながら私を突き刺す
いつか消えて逝くこの想いならば
今引き裂いてあなたの愛で

その手でその手で私を汚して
何度も何度も私を壊して
汗ばむ淋しさを重ね合わせ
眩しくて見えない闇に落ちてく
いつか滅び逝くこのカラダならば
蝕まれたいあなたの愛で
私を汚してその手でその手で

shigamitsuita senakani sotto tsume wo tatete
watashi wo kizami konda motto yume no naka e
hirahira maichiru hanabiraga hitotsu
yurayura samayoui yukiba wo nakushita

sonotede sonotede watashi wo yogoshite
nan domo nan domo watashi wo kowashite
ase wa musamishisa wo kasane awase
mabushikute mie nai yami ni ochiteku
itsuka horobi yuku kono KARADA naraba
mushimabaretai anata no ai de

kono yamai ni namae ga areba raku ni nareru
hami dasu koto ga kowai douka mura no naka e
hirahira maichiru hanabiraga hitotsu
yurayura samayoui anata wo mitsuketa

konotede konotede anata wo yogoshite
nan domo nan domo anata ni oborete
senaka awase no fuan to yorokobi
namiuchi nagara watashi wo tsuki sasu
itsuka kiete yuku kono omoinaraba
ima hiki saite anata no ai de

sonotede sonotede watashi wo yogoshite
nan domo nan domo watashi wo kowashite
ase wa musamishisa wo kasane awase
mabushikute mie nai yami ni ochiteku
itsuka horobi yuku kono KARADA naraba
mushimabaretai anata no ai de

watashi wo yogoshite sono te de sono te de

--------------------------------------------------------------------

I like this song a lot, so I tried romanizing the lyrics.. But I wonder if I had romanized correctly... Hmmm.

Taiwan Earthquake

Thu, 28 Dec 2006 08:43:48 GMT

Although I don't live in Taiwan, the earthquake that happened recently had affected my life in some ways. Internet connection has been slow and sluggish these days. Many people are unhappy about this and complained, but I don't think this is not a good way to do so. After all, we should be fortunate that our loved ones are not lost or houses and properties are not damaged. In comparison, the internet seems too insignificant to be ever mentioned. I shall wait patiently for everything to be restored...

Tue, 12 Dec 2006 19:09:29 GMT

My first entry.
Wonder if anyone will come by and take a look at it.
since i didn't tell anyone that I have a blog.
don't wanna let them know actually.
if I have stuffs to share with them I will tell them; why let them know thru this?
But I do welcome strangers to drop by...

Hello stranger